Tuesday, February 14, 2006

valentines day

this is the most depressing day of the year. last year i was practically suicidal because jmc just wasnt that into me... now this year i feel like an empty husk of a human being. its not mjs fault. hes an inconsiderate self centred asshole but no more, even less than any other man. a phone call around 1pm would have been a nice touch. i did show up at the house crying at 11am and he couldnt be fucking bothered to see if i'm ok. actually he is a fucking asshole and i deserve better. all i want is some fucking compassion. is that so hard. a text message would have worked. i dont know if its possible to feel more sorry for myself than i do right now.

the thing to remember is that i'm a survivor. i pick myself up and dust myself off and move on like i always do.


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